Thursday, June 9, 2016

Social Media

A lady on Facebook aggravated me this morning.

In the middle of my quiet time.

I spent at least 30 minutes of my precious morning trying to be respectful and diplomatic when I really wanted to scream.

The lady posted publicly to the shelter's FB page, so I had to respond.

Didn't I?

I did.

It's a part of my job.

Letting her invade my private space and time alone is not a part of my job.

I didn't get to run either bc I wasted so much time responding to dumb lady.

And, now I'm giving her blog time as well.

I'm still not fixed.

But, at least I didn't scream at her.

That's good, right?

I'm trying, Lord, I'm really trying.


"Even a fool is thought wise if he keeps silent, and discerning if he holds his tongue."
Proverbs 17:28


Wednesday, June 8, 2016

Change


Change.

On the blog and in my life.

When I run in the mornings, I listen to uplifting songs...songs by Christian artists...who remind me that I am loved unconditionally.

They remind me that God is waiting for me...always.

I don't have to ask.

And I surely don't deserve it.

Grace.

I told my husband the other day that he can't fix me.

And that's true.

But, I can't fix me either.

The only one who can is Him.

I may never be fixed.

But, I can wake up each morning and be glad I'm here.




Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Just Do the Next Thing


That's pretty much where I am right now.

I have a lot of words...but am just not sure how to say them...yet.  

I changed my blog to private for a while to encourage myself to walk through what's going on.  

We'll see if it works.