Lifesaving for Beginners by Anne Edelstein

Lifesaving for Beginners 

by Anne Edelstein

• Paperback: 225 pages

• Publisher: Red Hen Press (November 7, 2017)

Publisher's Synopsis

When Anne Edelstein was forty-two, her mother, a capable swimmer in good health, drowned while snorkeling in the Great Barrier Reef. Caring for two small children of her own, Anne suddenly found herself grieving not only for her emotionally distant mother but also for her beloved younger brother Danny, who had killed himself violently over a decade before. She finds herself wrestling not only with the past and her family’s legacy of mental illness, but also with the emotional well-being of her children. Part memoir and part meditation on joy and grief, the book will resonate with anyone who has ever struggled to come to terms with their parents, their siblings, their children, and their place in the world.

My Take

I read Lifesaving for Beginners very slowly.  On purpose.  Is there anything more complicated than a daughter's relationship with her mother?  Even in the best of situations, it can be so weird that it defies understanding of any kind, especially from those outside the relationship.  Anne Edelstein's relationship with her mother was most definitely complicated...the way she describes their intricacies, their issues that may only seem like "issues" to a few others, really rang true to me.  What I saw happening between Anne and her mother was a tightening and loosening of the proverbial apron strings...sometimes in sync, sometimes not.  The things about Anne's mother that irritate her, she sees in herself.  She puts her mother on this island...her mother, nothing else.  Forgetting that her mother is a person too...a person who lost a son...a person who lost a father...a person who may have lost herself in the process and is just trying her best to get by and make life normal.  Grief is a huge theme in Lifesaving for Beginners.  There's no getting away from that...but not just grief as we are experiencing it, but who we are before, during, and after it...how we process it, how we come to understand others around us and their orbit in our world...that we thought was just an island.  Edelstein's book reads like poetry to me...something I wanted to move with, think about, examine in my own life.  I enjoyed it very much.  Thank you, Anne, for sharing your family with us. 

Golden Lines

A couple of nights ago, I had a beautiful dream about my mother.  I was lost on the way to school in the first grade.  I was walking on a street in a town very unlike my own, cold with brick buildings reminiscent of small, austere towns in upstate New York.  The name of the town was "Hydro."  I roamed past an old, brick power plant.  I turned a corner and walked up the stairs to my house and rang the bell.  A woman who was my mother answered the door wearing a diaphanous dress in a pale shade of greenish blue.  Apparently she and I lived there alone.  In my dream, I kept waking up and knowing that the woman wasn't really my mother, but then I 'd keep on going back to sleep again so I could be with her. 
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About Anne Edelstein

Anne Edelstein has worked in the book publishing business for over 25 years, as an editor and then as a literary agent. She grew up in suburban New England as the eldest of three siblings. When she was 28 she lost her brother to suicide, and 15 years later her mother drowned at the age of 68. These two tragedies gave rise to Lifesaving for Beginners, which is her first book. She lives in New York with her husband, and spends part of each year in Barcelona. She enjoys drawing, reading, writing, and traveling, and is an avid swimmer.

Visit Anne at her website, anneedelstein.com, and connect with her on Facebook.